Sunday, January 27, 2013

Oh the Waiting!

I can't take it! The waiting is killing me this time. I thought I would be calmer this time since I felt that way through the transfer, but no! Everyday I think to myself, "I'm not going to think about it. I'm going to just wait and see what happens." I am freaking out! I want Jennifer to take a test so if it continues to be negative I will be more prepared for negative blood work. I will have time to accept the outcome and not be so shocked. Her thoughts on the whole thing are that if it's negative she doesn't want me to know because she wants to protect me, I guess that's what big sisters do! I love her for that but I NEED TO KNOW!!


  1. Hi there- I found your blog from "life and love in the petri dish" blog list.
    Wishing you success this transfer!!! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I used to read a sister surrogacy blog. She no longer writes on this blog but you can go back and read through her surrogacy with her sister.

    Hoping to hear good news very soon!!! Hang in there!

  2. Following your journey also and I am SO hoping for good news from you! Another blog I read just welcomed twin baby girls via a surrogate, though not a relative it's still been amazing following her journey and I hope yours ends as happily!

  3. Lesa just sent me the url for your blog via FB and I knew about your journey from small chats with your mom. Finally read through all (except 2012, wouldn't come up) and I am feeling so proud, hopeful, joyous and grateful that you have each other. Live, Love, Laugh and be well, safe and fruitful!! crossing everything, and praying like a crazy woman.
    Love Barb Lynn aka Lesa's Mom