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Well the ultrasound today went as expected and the pregnancy is not viable. The sack did not show anymore growth. Jennifer will let it pass naturally. We were disappointed but not surprised since we had a feeling it wasn't going to go our way this time. We do plan on doing it again with just donor embryos as soon as we get the green light so please hang with us to soon read up on our next adventure that will hopefully turn out to be our final and successful time with all of this craziness! Hey, we like to look on the bright side and say our life is never boring ;) Thank you for all of your support. We love our readers!

Damn!

Nothing in our life is ever easy! Oh well... we had our ultrasound today as you may know but it didn't go the way we had hoped. We saw one sack with a yolk all good but no fetal pole and the sack measured 5w6days when it should be measuring 7 weeks. Most likely it won't be a viable pregnancy. We go back for another ultrasound next wednesday and we will know for sure. Man this sucks! We will be trying again if this doesn't work out. I will be a mother someday!

ultrasound coming! update...

Just wanted to update everyone and let you all know that we scheduled the ultrasound for next Tuesday the 19th at 10:15. I'm so excited! I hope everything will be good news!


UPDATE: We had to change the day of the ultrasound to wednesday the 20th at 1:30 ;)

Blame it on the chemo brain and the preggo brain!

Hey all of our wonderful readers! Thanks for all of the wonderful encouragement! You guys are amazing!! Sorry to keep you waiting (read the title for a good enough reason for now) Now the news you've been waiting for! Jennifer's numbers didn't quite double but they did increase to 200. The doctors were not concerned what so ever since Sometimes with frozen embryos they can be slow to produce hcg. Ahh... relief? of course not! I googled until my fingertips were numb only to find out that it is really nothing to worry about ;) Let's just say it's going to be a long 9 months! Sorry Jen!

Everything seems to be progressing nicely but won't find out more until the week of the 18th when we will get our first ultrasound. I'm letting Jennifer pick the date that works best for her schedule so we aren't sure of the exact day yet but we promise to let you know as soon as Jen books it.

I'm starting to learn (thank you readers!) that this pregnancy is a step closer to my dream and I don't want to be so uneasy all the time that I miss out on such a wonderful thing so I am going to take it all one day at a time and be happy for each day we get to experience this pregnancy. I feel that I am more prepared for whatever the destiny of this pregnancy becomes good or bad. One day at a time, one day at a time, one day at a time...